FUCKYEAHPOLYVORE!!!

FUDGE THE AIRPORT, even if it is made of cool teepees.

It was an interesting trip home. Less stressful than before. I feel really good about the whole thing. I spread my time out right and got to see the people that really matter. I must say, my older brother is the coolest person I know. One day he's gunna figure it out and we'll all be madd jel. I had a lot of great talks with my parents, they really love me and I truly love them. I wish I was better at telling people the way that I feel. I'm working on it, I guess. Can't wait for Christmas.

A bum helped me push-start my bike this morning

It's been an interesting day to say the least.

Everything thing I own is covered in pizza and brew. 

I might still be drunk.

I might still be crazy for someone. 

Skipping class, because I get too drunk off free beer on a Tuesday night.

Tattoozies

I want:

cowboy boot stitching 

the name "Swan"

a bull skull

a poodle

auntie mame

per aspera ad astra

spica/ a stalk of wheat

or maybe I should just get my stupid heart touched up/ added to. 

DAZZLE WITH BRILLIANCE!

My dad told me today about how proud he is of me even though I didn't play sports all that much. he told me I was good at everything. He told me I was just like him. I teared up at Farley's and I think my barista friends almost caught me in the act.  My dad is my everything, I'll never love someone as much as I do him. Each and everyday I strive to be George W. Lundeen. 

OBSESSED

I'm going to be a better person because of this video. starting....... NOW

the master

I've decided to become Da Vinci. He had his shit figured out: no stress, no love, just art.  A mystery. I got the backwards writing part almost down, I think the next step is moving to Roma and cutting people open to understand anatomy. I'm over it all and I get the feeling he was too. 

or maybe I should just stop drinking?

halloween idea number 1:

Thought I was the only one.

Isn't it funny how you meet someone and 5 seconds in you know what's there. My question is: what do you do when it's more chemistry than you've ever felt? I almost ran, but instead I stuck around. I've never looked into someone's eyes and listened to them speak like that. It felt like nothing else was existing but that smile and those lashful eyes.  It's too good.  I think I'm beginning to know what the woman on the golden record was thinking about when she sent her brain waves into space. She thought of all the horrible things that have happened in our world, all these strong emotions, but at the very end she imagined the feeling of falling in love. We'll see what happens. Isn't the best?!

sleep tight my love, may tomorrow be sunny and bright

I love doo wop, that's the first thing that should be known as of now. 

Other things follow: My neighbors/neighbs/neighbros/Stew/Pedro/Bacbac are the jam-diggity. I'm so pumped on the new apartment but I have to say, I'm really going to miss them. On a lighter note I love fashion design. the resort line this year is awesome, I love pixie. I discovered stumbleupon the other day, and I love it! Camping is one of my all time favorite things to do. We went to Cayucos and slept in the sand next to the tide. It was one of the craziest experienecs. I realized what the world has invented and how we all base our lives on something that we don't even know really exists. 

My hearts the bitter buffalo.

I truly appreciate my life so much and everyday I realize how much I really love every second of it.

kitty sister

I know I'm jumping the gun a little bit here, but my birthday is less than 3 months away. I'm so sick of being 20. I can't wait. I already have the best present ever, my "sister" Carleen, bought me a ticket to go to Austin City Limits! I just spent the last hour looking at the line up drooling because I'm so fucking excited to see the following bands:

The Decemberist

Daniel Johnston

Kings of Leon

Dr. Dog

Bon Iver

Devotchka

The Felice Brothers

The Virgins

Deer Tick

Grizzly Bear

Ghostland Observatory

Arctic Monkeys

Girl Talk

Passion Pit

The Dodos

Sonic Youth

oh, and Eek-a-Mouse.

I also can't wait to see my sister, it's been almost a year since the last time I saw her. And i'll be 2-1!!!!!! shit, it's gunna be awesome!

floozie

I hung out with a cool person last night. He's the best cinematographer I've ever met. He's really funny. He has an air of confidence that is rare. I hardly know him. He hardly knows me. The mystery was wonderful... then it was gone. Why do boys do that? Things were great, I really liked him, but what made him think it was just alright to grab my hand and then try to kiss me a day after knowing each other? Call me old fashioned, but I like being best friends with someone and then proceeding to whatever may or may not come next.  I've fumbled hard and fucked up by jumping in like that and I want to be a better person, learn from my mistakes. Isn't that what it's all about? I guess I'll see what happens. Hope things are different this go around. More on this subject as it progresses. 

p.s. Dawn and I found our new home. It's a stellar flat with a 60's vibe complete with a cheesy twinkly star chandler. Photos on the wayyyhaaayyy! 

He's got a real pretty mouth...

Hillbillies are my inspiration for my new project. Well, not really. I found this amazing painting at the de Young titled "The Old Banjo" by William Keane. It's a still life of a Banjo, a peacock feather, a compass, a tie, and some old photos. It has so many great shapes that I can draw from and I can't wait to start the project for real now that i have my inspiration.  

I love summer school so far, it's in a rush, like I always am. Things are looking up!

THE COSMOS

"Since, I'm a leg man..."- Michael Erdman

Astronomy= my new favorite thing, I can't wait to go to a place where I can actually see the stars. Erdman says it's the SEXIEST science. I hate the word sexy, it makes me feel uncomfortable, but i have to say teach is right.  

More news: I met the coolest, mole-iest man on the street the other day. He came up to me right as I was getting on my bike. He told me all about how back home in Vietnam that he used to ride Hondas. I stepped in a puddle of oil right as I was about to start and couldn't kick it over to start the old piglet. He gave me a snotty rag to wipe off my shoe and starter...ewe, but still kind. I still couldn't start it so he started to push me down the middle of O'Ferrel st. Mind you, he looks about 70 and is somewhat over weight. I finally got it started and rode into the distance. What a nice person. I have more faith in this city because of that sweet snotty old asian man. 

INEEDABOYFRIEND, anyone have Noel Fieldings digits?

I love wooden games that I buy at The Bayview Goodwill (for $2)

We looked at a cottage today and stayed at the open house with the lady that was showing the place to us for about an hour. It was adorable. perfect.

I am tortured ever tortured. 

I guess I'm just a big baby.

This shit is bonkers:

http://weeseeworld.com/site/a-little-peek/

check it.

"That's why I believe in MAGIC!"

Sorry Mom, but I've joined a gang... It's not like it sounds. It's just me and that crazy redheaded mermaid roommate of mine. We're going to call our selves the Wild Turkeys. We're going to cruise sick colored Honda CT90s all around SF. We're getting big. Watch out 

world here comes a rafter of brightly colored hens! 

Other notes: It's summer time and I don't give a Fuck. Colorado vs. California. Grandpa Joe is even cooler in real life apposed to the one in that movie about the weirdo in the chocolate factory.  Sarah Winchester, Here I Come! Don't worry, I'm not a ghost (yet).